Soulmate Episode – 40

SOULMATE Episode – 40

#MIGUEL
“You will never know the power of yourself until someone hurts you badly.Sometimes I’m not angry, I’m hurt and there’s a big difference.It doesn’t matter who hurt you, or broke you down, what matters is who made you smile again.You know it hurts me but you do it.
Jenny started spending late nights ,if she isn’t out drunk ,a man would drop her off ,I started getting worried..
babe come in bed ” ivy said
I want to see what time she will be back ” I said
ivy was in Zambia for a week ,I thought getting divorced was easy ,the papers were ready a week ago but am failing to sign them ..
why do you care about her ” she asked
she is the mother of my kids ” I said
she is old enough to take care of herself” she said
I just starred at her
you act like you still love her ” she said
she gave birth to my kids do you want me to hate her” I asked
no but you act as if you still f****ng her ” she said sarcastically
mind the way you talk to me ” she said
how do I, when you mind is always far away ” she said
I heard a car pull over ..I peeked through the window and it was her holding a bottle of beer ,a guy came out and gave her a hug ..
where are you going” she asked
mind your own business” I said
I went to open the door ,she could barely walk on her own .
don’t touch me ” Jenny said
let me get you to bed ” I said
don’t touch me ” she tried pushing me away
I carried her to her room,though she refused ..
super man ” ivy said
not now ” I said
why are you with me when you still care about her ” she asked
like I said she is…she Interrupted me
the mother of your kids ,Miguel when you figure it out what you want ,call me ” she said
meaning what ” I asked
I can’t be with you when your heart belongs to her ” she said
it doesn’t ,I want you” I said
tell your heart that ” she said
she faced the other side ..
when I woke up ,I found a note next to me ..
“I can’t compete with your wife ,am going ,when you need me ,you will call me ”
love ivy…
I got out of bed ,took a deep breath ..I went to the kitchen and found Jenny having a cup of tea .
she got up ,I grabbed her hand
don’t touch me ” she said
stop with the attitude ” I said
what attitude” she asked
this ” I said looking into her eyes
Jenny was a weak person,when it comes to me ,just one look and you would see that she wants you ..
let me go ” she said facing down
I let go of her hand
I went to take a shower and started working on a proposal .
Jenny was just in her room ,she didn’t come out ..
sir food is ready ” Cindy said
okay ” I said
tell madam aswell ,I have tried calling her but she wasn’t answering” she said
yeah sure ” I said getting up
the kids were at my parents place ..
I knocked but she didn’t answer ,I opened the door and she was sitting on the floor with some pills in her hands ..
I rushed to her .
let me just die ” she said
why do you want to die ” I asked
you are my world Miguel ,if you leavd me ,my world will have no meaning” she said weeping
I tried hugging but she stopped me
don’t ,am tired of this world two divorces sure ,it’s not fair ” she said
I hugged by force ,she looked at me ..
Miguel don’t leave me please” she said with tears streaming down her face
I won’t ” I said
she kissed me ,I kissed her back ,our kiss was full of emotions ..she laid down on the floor and I got on top of her , kissing her remained me of the love that we once shared ,I don’t know what happened next but we were in each others arms …
promise me to not try ki*ll yourself”I said
I promise ” she said
I turned and kissed her ,I played with her b**bs and she moaned alittle .
we made love for the second time ..
sir your food ” Cindy said
let’s go we eat ” I said
am not hungry” she said
why ” I asked
you are my food for today” she said getting on top of me
when did you become so naughty” I said sparking her a$$
she screamed out of pleasure ..
we had another round ,this time she was the driver …when she got of of bed ,I starred at her ,she had lost alot of weight ,I guess am the one to be blamed ..
I went back to finishing the proposal ..
she came wearing my T-shirt ..
so you coming here ,do you want me to work ” I laughed
no” she said
she sat on top of my office table (studying room table)
come on ” i laughed
I miss the kids ” she said
let me call mum she brings them ” I said
let’s go we get them ” she said
ok but first ,we need to make another baby” I laughed
no way ,am done with three” I said
we made love in my office and we drove to my parents place ..
mum was surprised to see the two of us together ..
mama” Ashley ran to her mother
mum was just looking at me wondering what was going on .
am sorry that I didn’t listen to you ,I guess you don’t know what you have till it’s gone ,I never knew I had a jewel in my house ,I had to search for a stone,I was away from my wife for far too long ,no wonder that love wasn’t there when I came back ” I said
its good you have realised that ” mum said
I will try by all means to make things right with her ” I said holding her hand
she smiled ,we got the kids and we went back home .
#few_weeks_later
this cough of yours ,you need to get it checked” she said
am fine ” I said
that’s what you said two days ago ” she said
am fine ” I said
I got up and I went to the bathroom ,I coughed and I was coughing blood ,i noticed that I was coughing blood yesterday and I didn’t tell her cause I didn’t want her to get worried plus ,she is pregnant again(2weeks gone)
why don’t you go to the hospital” James said
and do what ” I asked
you might have cancer ” he said
James ,let’s go we have a presentation” I said.

Tbc…

WRITTEN BY: DORICA MANDA