Jerk Husband Rude Wife – Episode 6

JERK HUSBAND , RUDE WIFE

HIS HEARTTHROB, HER HEARTBEAT

Written by: Pamela James

Chapter 6

__IVY__

I came back home frustrated and tired after walking for almost fifty minutes.

I thought that Nathan will drop me back homr and that’s why I sent my driver back but Nathan left me.

I couldn’t even find a cab to take me home.

I ran to my room.

The maids were cleaning my room.

“Get out” I said as soon as I enter in my room.

They looked at me confused because they knew I can’t bear untidiness but this time I am more than frustrated to be a tidy person.

“Are you all deaf? Didn’t you heard what I said? I said get out this instant.” I shouted pointing towards door.

They quickly ran out.

I locked the door and layed on the bed.

Tears started welling up in my eyes.

I have never being this embarrased in my whole life.

The disgrace was too much.

I had no one to share my pain.

No mom, no dad, no friends and now neither Nathan.

I am in this state today because of him.

If he had not left me then I won’t be facing all of this.

With heavy heart I went towards the washroom thinking that maybe a long and soothing shower can help.

After taking shower I layed on the bed clenching my pillow closed to my chest.

Tears started wetting my face.

Suddenly I remembered simeon smile when I apologized to him and instead of him insulting me back , he talked to me politely and even took the whole blame on himself.

“Why can’t I be like this? Smiling genuinely ?” I asked to myself in a shaky voice.

I have always been the one who misbehave with everyone due to satisfaction of my ego.

But do I truly get satisfied after insulting others?

And here on this question Ivy Miguel stops everytime.

I stood up and stood in front of mirror.

“I don’t have anyone to share my feelings. Am I that bad that no one wants me?”I questioned myself again looking at my reflection.

“Why? Why does it has to be always  me who gets alone at the end of the day?? I may be rude but this is what I learnt from my parents. Isn’t so?? Whenever asked my mom to help me with my homework she always to ignore me. Whenever I asked dad to attend my school meetings he always scold me that I am disturbing him. This is what they taught me.  I am acting upon their given advices  and keeping their given attitude then why I end up being alone when they all have millions of people with them? Why do I feel depressed when they smile all day? Why are my days dark while theirs are sparkling? Why?” I cried loudly throwing things from the dresser all around in room.

“No one wants me. No one wants Ivy!” I whispered tiredly opening the drawer of dresser and picked a bottle from there.

‘Sertraline’ Was written on it with bold letters.

“Only I want you and you want me. How can I live without you” I question looking at my antidepressant pills.

I opened it and saw only 3 tables there.

“Very bad now I have to go and buy you again.”

I poured and gupled the whole 3 tablets with water in one breath.

My head started pinning.

I threw bottle aside and fell on closing my eyes.

“I don’t get attracted by caked face and  empty brains” I remembered his words.

“Stupid stranger. ” I muttered before I dozed off.

TBC