Just a Friend – Episode 5

Just A Friend
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Written By:
Author Bella.
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Chapter Five
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Kierra’s Pov
I folded my hands facing him as he stared at me angry for some reason looking like he was about to murder someone or something

“Answer me dammit you’re going on a date with him… He said pointing in the direction seth went

“Xander the him has a name it’s Seth should I spell it out for you S…E… T… H and yes I am going on a date with him it’s our deal remember and you have no right whatsoever to speak to me in fact you should be happy I’m. Giving another guy a chance and not to mention I’m extremely mad at you for disappearing this morning so Xander if anyone has the right to be mad it’s me and only me

“Hey you… Jennifer said pecking his cheeks grinning as I looked away

“Finally I get to meet the bestie in the flesh hi I’m Jennifer….She said stretching her hands towards me

“Oh hi am kierra…..I said forcing a small smile

“I know Xander literally talks about you all the time…She added smiling

“Oh really he does

“Yeah and about this morning in really sorry for taking him away like that my parents just went away on short notice and I had no one else to call so..

“It’s okay you don’t have to explain anything at all to me he’s yours he is your boyfriend isn’t he…..I said emotionless

“You can join us in the car tomorrow if you like..she said as my eyes went wide

“What did you just say

“I mean Xander offered to drop me off at school every day and I know he drops you off to so it would be a really great time for the three of us to bond and all don’t you think so

“Yeah I guess so… I said feeling a bit down as the 10 minutes car ride was our time to talk freely and laugh it was the only time I could admire him properly and now that was gone since they would be all lovey Dovey on each other and I’ll just be the unwanted third wheek

“Alright then since the introductions are done let’s grab lunch..
Xander said smiling like he wasn’t mad a few seconds ago

“Actually I have to meet up with someone I’ll pass… I said not sure I wanted to sit at the same table with them for the next 20 minutes

“Kierra we’re not done with this conversation you know

“I’m done Xander… I said coldly before leaving heading to the direction of Maya’s class

Lunch break wasn’t really that boring since I spent it with Maya and some other girls we talked about food make up clothing everything that almost made me forget about my fight with Xander

“So now that we’re alone you think Xander was jealous… Maya said

“No of course not he was probably just angry that I avoided him that’s all

“You said he clearly ask if you were going on a date with Seth…

“Yeah but Xander likes Jennifer so why would he be jealous

“Does he girly really how sure are you he likes this Jennifer girl

“Ugh there’s something different about him I just know its he’s never offered to take a girl to school before but now he’s gonna be taking her everyday Maya I really don’t know how I would possibly cope with that…I said placing my head on the table

“There there it’s okay girly it’ll all be fine I could take you if you want

“No that’ll only make him more suspicious you know the most annoying part of it all Jennifer seems like such a nice person she’s beautiful caring and even well mannered I mean why wouldn’t he like her Maya I really have to go out with Seth I’m not using him but at least I just have to try who knows maybe I’ll fall in love with him too right

“Maybe girly maybe…. She said placing her hands on mine as the bell was rung

 

Just like every other day school would be over lockers would be slammed and friends would walk out heading home only this time I really didn’t know if I should wait up for Xander or simply walk home

I intentionally stalled for time but when I couldn’t waste any more time I had to head to the parking lot I could explain why Xander did not take me to school this morning but explaining why I had to walk home would be very difficult

I headed to the parking lot and Xander’s car was in sight but there was something else there the singular thing that always makes me ripped apart that makes my walls break apart and my bottled up feelings escape this time Xander was hovering over Jennifer and frankly that wasn’t even the worst part of it they were kissing right in front of my eyes in the parking lot near his car
She held onto him so so tightly as he hands caressed her waists while she placed hands on each sides of his shoulders as they kissed each other like their life depended on it.

I promised myself I wasn’t going to cry over him anymore so as much as this hurts so so badly I was going to pick up my pieces and act like it didn’t matter

I walked past time as I heard her moaning shamelessly to his kisses I wouldn’t blame her I was sure he was a really great kisser and thankfully they didn’t even notice me walk by I guess they were too engrossed in exchanging saliva to notice old kierra walk by.

Just like always the house was pretty empty when I got home at least mum would be back from work pretty soon so I won’t have to be alone much longer

This time I made sure to grab something to eat quickly before my eyes caught something laying around untouched
My old piano(Keyboard) well it wouldn’t hurt to play at least till mum gets home… I thought dropping my plate as I sat down ready to play

 

And you said you can’t leave without me

So why aren’t you dead yet

Why are you still breathing

And You said you can’t leave without me

How can I sleep when you’re out there

With all my love Ooohh oohh

I’ve become so numb

I can’t feel you here

Become so numb

So much more aware.. I stopped as I heard a knock on the door

“Seriously mum it’s open… I shouted getting ready to go back to my piano since I was really in the mood to play now

“Aren’t you a little too old to say mum… I heard his voice behind me as I slowly turned to meet a smirking Xander

“What do you want Xander can’t you see am busy… I said facing the paino

“Well bes… I want alot of things why don’t we start with why you’re avoiding me and how do I make it stop

“You started it first I’m. Just finishing it up Xander

“You’re acting really immature you know I already explained I had to pick her up

“We’ve been friends for ever Xander

“Even though I want us to be much more… I muttered that last part to myself

“Yet you dumped me like yesterday trash Xander I mean do you have any idea how much that’s hurts so badly Xander you couldn’t even say sorry you just acted like its alright well new flash Xander Thompson it’s not…I said facing my piano back while he took a sit on the couch

“Kierra please don’t do this to us please OK I’m so so sorry sorry for this morning it won’t happen again please

“You still don’t get it do you I’m replaceable to you Xander that’s what hurts

“To think I wasn’t even mad at you anymore we could have talked but I guess you were you busy lip locking with you girlfriend to notice me because I’m what I’m freaking replaceable Xander Kate was right for the first time ever…

“No you’re not kierra you’re not and you never will be and since when did you start listening to Kate Huh you know she’s only jealous

“And about Jennifer and I kissing I didn’t mean for you to witness that I’m really so sorry Bes so please let’s just let this go I’m sorry… He said coming closer

“I’ll let it go on one condition and only one condition or else we’re done… I said firmly

“Anything just name it Bes

“You take Jennifer to the party on Friday because I’m going with Seth… I said

“Seth… He said coldly

“Yeah Seth he asked me out to the party I said yes so now you can go with Jennifer because I’m going with seth

“No you’re not… Xander said coldly

“Yes I am we made a deal Xander you date someone and I will so that’s what I’m. Doing I’m Dating Seth

“You can date any guy you desire but not him You’re not gonna date that fricking a$$ hole kierra that’s final you hear me… He added coldly

“Why do I suddenly get the feeling he’s hiding something…I thought

“Oh and why can’t I Huh if I want to I’ll date him and I do do not only am I going on that date on Friday I’ll also go to dinner with him Saturday Xander and there nothing you can say or do that would stop me I’ve made up my mind… I said with a cold tone of my own

“Don’t you date kierra I mean it do not dare in fact I want you to stay away from him just stay far away and

“Give me one good reason why I should even consider staying away from him

“Stratch my last statement and our stupid deal you’re not allowed to date anyone kierra especially not seth because he’ll only hurt you kierra and then I’ll hurt him even more and any one else who dares to even make you cry

“He won’t hurt me as much as you have you know … I screamed at his face before I could stop myself
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To be continued.

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