Just a Friend – Episode 23

Just A Friend
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Written By:
Author Bella.
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Chapter Twenty Three
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Kierra’s Pov
This was just like those cliche romance novels I was obsessed with the boy cages the girl in a closet and they end up making out and he confesses his undying love for her bla bla bla just ki*ll me already

“What do you want Xander… I screamed in his face

“Oh I don’t want anything….

“Good because I’m not reader to over anything so Byeeee… I said trying to leave as he placed both his hands on each side of mine caging me once again

“I don’t want you actually I need you something Kierra it’s missing and I feel really incomplete … He said close to me

“Good luck finding Your missing stuff…

“I need you kierra… He said closely as my breath hitched

“Story of my life… I said trying to avoid his eyes calming myself

“Please just come back…

“I never left Xander you’re being really dramatic you know… I said looking away

“You really can’t look me in the eyes….

“There absolutely no need Xander it won’t make a difference

“It does to me I can’t tell how truthfully your words are if you do

“Oh really now… I said scoffing

“Just go away Xander… I added coldly

“Just accept the fact that this is how we are okay it’s easier that way

“Don’t you get that you’re hurting me right now

“You know nothing about hurt Xander… I said my emotions building up

“You know nothing absolutely nothing

“You think I don’t how’s this for hurt your best friend still your girlfriend right under your nose… He said as I stared at him. Shocked

“Your best friend becomes your foe in a twinkle of an eye Huh kierra how’s that for hurt

“You loose something that you treasured the most….You think that’s doesn’t hurt

“But you know kierra that’s nothing compared to how you’re making me feel by avoiding me you aren’t just hurting me you’re breaking me apart

“I’m not avoiding you Xander

“Yes you are you act coldly towards me

“You’ve changed Kierra

“You changed me Xander I’m not the Kierra you used to know she’s dead gone buried she won’t ever ever come back

“Please I’m so sorry just come back

“Let me go Xander you have to accept things as they are I’m dating chase and you’re Freya’s boify.. I said without thinking twice

“You’re dating chase… He repeated

“Yes call it all long term relationship or anything you want Xander that’s the truth… I said as his arms fell while I used that chance to slip out taking one last glance at him

“A part of me wanted to stay back and hug him really tight letting my tatanium walls break but the better part of me knew this was for the best.. So I simply muttered I’m sorry even though he wouldn’t hear it leaving the closet shutting the door behind me as I mustered all the courage I could heading to class

 

I haven’t laid eyes on Xander ever since our little run in at the closet I simply distracted myself with class activities and then of course talking with friends although I haven’t seen Maya all day I really can’t help but wonder where she vanished off to after telling me about Freya

“Hey girly.. She said taking her sit beside me as class was almost over

“Speaking of the devil… I said smirking

“Oh where is he.. She said looking around as I chuckled

“Where the heck have you been

“Oh no where ever where and well with max

“Oh I see you abandoned me to be with my brother right how romantic..
I said smacking her

“Ouchh…She moaned in pain

“I’ll make it up to you swears… She said holding her ears in apology

“You better or else… I said pointing a finger

“Promise pinky swear cross my heart and hope to die… She said as I chuckled

“Well I’m glad you weren’t here or else you would be the one hitting me right now ….I said sighing

“What did you do kierra the worst things always happen when I’m away

“Chases back…i said simply

“Who’s chase… She said as I scoffed having to narrate the whole ordeal once again

 

“Holy sh*t you’re not a virgin… She exclaimed after I was done

“You moron I didn’t sleep with him we were just dating well for the night but technically we didn’t break up the next day so we’re still dating

“But that was a year ago he can’t possibly Still want you now

“Well seems like he does and seems like you were right about Freya and Xander I met her at lunch…

“Wow so how’s she

“Well she’s beautiful… I said truthfully

“Absolutely breathtaking plus she’s nice I guess

“If there’s one thing about Xander’s flings is that they are not nice

“Freya is… I retaliated

“Well that’s not all

“Xander says he wants me back… I said letting my resolve break

“Girly you can’t act this way forever you’re hurting yourself

“You know what never mind I shouldn’t have brought it up…I said as the bell was rand students trooping out

“Kierra.. She said standing up

“I have class I should get going

“This won’t work kierra you can’t keep suppressing your feelings sonner or later it’s gonna blow up in your face…She said grabbing her books

“See you later Maya… I said grabbing my books as she exited the class

“Hey girl friend…Chase said stopping me in my tracks

“Chase I really don’t have time for this I need to leave like now

“I just don’t get one thing why would you tell Xander that we are dating Huh… He said as my steps came to a halt turning back to face him

“What did you just say… I asked confused

Xander’s Pov
I can’t keep living like this I think am gonna loose my mind very soon

Everything just feels strange without her

I can’t even fricking concentrate her words keep repeating in my brain
She can’t be dating him I mean how does she even know him in the first place the Kierra I know doesn’t even like to go on dates
Maybe this was my fault if I haven’t made that stupid deal about making relationships work none of this would be happening

Now she’s dating Some stranger

Avoiding me like a damn plague and leaving me frustrated and totally confused

I just need her close to me that’s all I want she’s all I desire

I need her so badly I have no idea what I’m feeling but one thing is for sure life without kierra isn’t worth living and I don’t care what it takes
I’m gonna make her mine
Mine and only mine..

“It’s the man of the hour hey Xander… Seth said as I slammed my locker in frustration heading for the next class

The urge to beat him up badly was getting really hard to control because I’m sure kierra would be mad at me if I dared lay a finger on her so called boyfriend

“You must be chase… I said before walking away

“Why so much in a hurry Xander

“I really don’t have time for this chase what could you possibly want

“I want kierra… He said simply

“You already have her ..
I said simply

“What….

“You’re seriously gonna deny something that precious

“I’m so lost right now

“You two are dating right I get that all I have to say is that you don’t even dare hurt her because I would ki*ll anyone who hurts her

“in that case you should commit suicide Xander..

“Now what’s that supposed to mean

“You are so blind you know and your blindness caused you Kierra you have absolutely no idea what’ve you lost

“Just don’t hurt her

“Trust me xander I would never even dare hurt kierra you’re right we are together and I’m prepared to do whatever it takes to make her happy

“Good for you then… I said feeling broken inside suddenly

“Please just come back… I thought walking away

Kierra’s Pov
My stupidity has Obviously reached its limit now how could I be as stupid as to let that slip knowing it would cause me problems later now I’m pretty sure Xander told Chase about what I said now he won’t stop blabbing about us supposedly dating

“What have I gotten myself into… I thought facing him

“So beautiful we’re dating right

“Don’t call me that and we’re not dating

“But you said it yourself we are and technically we never broke up so we are

“We aren’t dating chase

“You want to make him jealous right

“What of course not I only said that because we were in the Janitor’s closet and he wouldn’t let me leave

“So you knew your words would affect him badly… He said making me speechless

That thought didn’t even occur to me I just said that without thinking but now that I think of it why would Xander even be affected by words he should be happy for me after all he wanted me to date someone all this while and now that I am even if it’s a lie he seems sad about it

“please just come back… He words echoed in my ears

“It can’t possibly be right I means it’s impossible for Xander to have feelings for me he’s a player he doesn’t do love I’m just over thinking things I’m letting my emotions get the best of me Xander doesn’t love me I am and would always be only just a friend..I thought breaking apart

“So beautiful now that I didn’t make a promise so… He said strangely close to me

“What promise

“Remember that night when i I promised not to touch you… He said closely as I stared at him

“Well the night is over….

“And my Promise is officially broken…. He said before leaning in crashing his lips on mine without warning as his hands held my waists as I tried to get his lips off mine but to no avail as he was hell bent on kissing me

“That’s really so so sweet
..Xander said as I tried to push chase off

“Really don’t let me interrupt carry on you two make an amazing couple……
Xander said as I was able to push chase off as he walked out as his eyes held a painful expression before turning the opposite direction walking away

“I’m so so sorry Xander… I thought.
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To be continued

 

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