The Classic Whore – Episode 4

CLASSIC WHORE

{Her Dirty Little Secret}

Written by �IZNA_CROWN_MERCIE

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EPISODE FOUR

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~SELENA

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I sigh as I stare at my house to be sure that the lights are not on before creeping down from the car.

“Next time, I think that you should bring your own car along there cause I’m not going to drive you all the way back to your house ever again.”

Cara groans and I roll my eyes at her as I turn back to face her before smiling.

“I really do think that you should stop all these Selena. You can’t continue going around and f****ng men all in the name that you can’t control your sexual urges.”

She says and I frown as I shake my head.

“Do you really think that I want to do this Cara?!

I raise my brows at her as I lean down on the car glass window.

“Do you really think that I want to go around dressing up to cover my identity and whore around allowing hundreds of different men to have their way with me despite my family’s reputation and honor?!”

She sighs as she shakes her head once again.

“Do you think that I love doing this? This little game that I’m playing, do you think that I like the fact that every single day, I have to live through the pains of my everytime sexual urges and I had to learn how to keep my own hands to myself?!”

I whisper, my voice now barely audible.

“Do you know how hard this is for me? To go out of my way because something is not okay with me. Something that even the best doctor in the country has no solution for.”

“Do you know how hard and how painful it is to think that I was thinking of f****ng my own father because of my one problem of not been able to control my sexual urges.”

“Do you think that I want to live like this? Going around and shaming myself. Acting like a whore and going out with different men. I don’t Cara, I do not want to live like this but I have no other choice because this is the only solution that I have.

No medicine can cure me. Only sex can and that’s what I’m doing. I don’t care how long it is that I have to do this but I’m not stopping cause I’m not going to live through another nightmare and another moment of thinking of my own father as a f**k buddy because I can’t control myself.”

I shake my head and she sighs before getting out of the car and walking across it to get over to me.

She holds me by the shoulder and stares down at me.

“I know that you are not doing all these willingly Selena. I know that you’re suffering and I know that you don’t like any of these but I just think that there might be another solution to all these, one that can be humble and one that doesn’t even you disguising yourself before you can take care of your problem.”

“I’m not going to get married Cara. I do not want to get married, you know how sensitive I am about that subject, this is the only solution and it hurts that it’s the only one that I have but I have no other choice either.”

I shake my head as the tears threatens to fall.

“I know baby, I know. ”

She says as she drags me closer to herself and I allow the tears to roll freely down my cheeks.

“It hurts so much that I want to die.”

“I know, I know. Everything will be fine, okay? I’m here with you, everything will be fine.”

 

After my mental breakdown with Cara, she had left and I had been ashamed that she had to see me cry that way but I couldn’t contain it anymore.

I was just so fed up with everything and I just had to let it out.

I open the door carefully as the guards bows to me but I ignore them as I walk up the stairs carefully and slowly. Hoping that mom and dad has gone to sleep already.

“Selena?”

TBC