Just a Friend – Episode 22

Just A Friend
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Written By:
Author Bella
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Chapter Twenty Two
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Xander’s Pov
Everything happening right now just feels like a night mare I feel like I’m gonna wake up and soon and everything would be back to normal things would be just like they were weeks ago my life wouldn’t be as complicated as it is right now I wouldn’t be as confused as I am right now

I wouldn’t want to scream and I want to right now and I wouldn’t need kierra so so fricking badly right now

Maybe if I hadn’t dated Jennifer things would be different or maybe I made the mistake when I dated Kate

Maybe I should just stop been such a stupid player I mean breaking girls heart how stupid am

I made kierra cry I heard her that night it broke I couldn’t sleep I ended up staying at her door until I was sure she fell asleep and even then I couldn’t dare move knowing I hurt her badly

At first I thought she would get over it but now she won’t even give me a chance to say sorry

She acts cold towards me like she doesn’t care about me anymore

I miss her smile

I miss her words

I miss her so damn much

“Just come back to me please…I thought breaking inside

If it wasn’t for my actions I wouldn’t be in the mess I’m in right now alot of things would have turned out so differently

Kierra wouldn’t be mad at me

Freya wouldn’t be here right now

And the events of a year ago wouldn’t be hunting me right now

My past wouldn’t come back to hunt me and Kierra would still be by my side because I swear down she’s all I need to complete my whole freaking being

Without her I feel like there’s something missing like a mansion without no roof

Like a school without no teachers

And like xander without no Kierra

“Just come back to me please….I thought trying to figure out where she might have ran off to

Kierra did always wonder why I never wanted her to date Seth
He’s doesn’t love her at all
He just wants her because she’s mine

“Wait what did I just say… I mentally asked myself shocked at my words

Why would I think like that that she’s mine we’re best friends but mine why that choice of words

“What Is wrong with me am totally loosing my mind all going crazy all because of

“Kierra…

“I need her

Usually I wanted her but now I fricking need her she’s so close her really really far away from me she’s acting so cold towards me all because of my damn stupidity

I have no idea at all what was going through my head when I uttered that sentence that I didn’t have feelings for her

“Wait did I just mean I have feelings for her…

“Arrgggg… My head is beginning to hurt from too much thinking… I thought as I groaned in frustration

I may not be sure about anything right now but one thing is certain Kierra means the whole world to me my life makes absolutely no sense without her

I can’t concentrate without her

I can’t think properly without her

In a nut shell am going crazy just because she’s not talking to me

What is wrong me what’s wrong with me why do I feel this way towards her

“Arrgg… I should have never made her mad I guess my reasoning was that if Jennifer thought that I didn’t have feelings for her she would leave her alone

“wait a minute I don’t have feelings for her right… I thought again confused as hell right now

“Calm down Xander calm. Down maybe I don’t need to see her right now maybe I just need to stay away from her too at least until I get myself together because right now am so confused .. I thought changing directions back to the locker room before bumping into someone

“Sorry

“I’m sorry… We said together as I helped her pick her books looking up to meet her perfectly shaped face that made my heart race

“Kierra… I said breathlessly

“Thanks bye… She said walking away as I used my hands to stop her

“What’s wrong with us..

“There is no us Xander… She said coldly

“You’re making me loose my mind you know

“News flash… She said sarcastically

“Please come back to me

“I’m here aren’t I so stop playing dramatic Xander I need to go now see you whenever

“To chase right

“At least he doesn’t hurt me every fricking day…
She said as my hands dropped

“I hurt you.. I said as my heart bled

“No Xander you broke me… She said walking away as my feets stayed glued to the ground

Jennifer Pov
She’s a darn fool a freaking in great how dare she

I’ll make sure she pays she’ll pay she pay dearly

I hate her so so much

I couldn’t help but notice She seems different now though if she was able to embarrass me this morning which means she’s not the Kierra I know the kierra I remember was weak feeble and cries alot but this one stands up for herself she acts like she’s made of stone and I hope I won’t have to worry about her anytime soon

“So I heard you had a little run in with miss goodie two shoes…Kate said as we took our sits trying to eat

“She’s a fool I’ll make her pay badly..

“Well that’s what you have me for we’ll make her pay badly… Kate said smirking

“Kate is really Another fool I’m just using her to get back at kierra but after in done I’ll make sure she pays for ever thinking if dating my Xander… I thought wickedly as I forced a smile

“So what do you have in mind… I said smirking

“Ever heard of Freya…

“Nope doesn’t ring a bell

“Well look behind you she’s gonna open alot of doors for us in the neat future trust me… Kate said also eating

“Why

“Because my dear I’m almost sure Xander still loves her… She said making my blood boil

“What

“Or at least we’re gonna make him love her and as for Kierra she’s gonna regret ever messing with us just be patient everything takes time and right now we have all the time in the world… She added as we both smirked

“Foolish Kate you have no idea what’s coming to you… I thought smirking on my own

Kate’s Pov
Ever heard the saying keep your friends close and your enemies even closer

“Tch… Who ever made that statement was so smart

“Jennifer might be pretty as hell but she has the brain of monkey

“I wonder why she would ever think I would want to help her when she took Xander away from me how stupid is she

“Just like kierra Jennifer would not be exempted in my plot for revenge she’ll pay just like kierra would and at the end of it all Xander would be mine and mine alone

“I don’t share what’s mine.. I thought as she smirked having no idea what the future holds for her

Freya Pov
I have no idea what came over when I thought of cheating of Xander

I guess it was a slip of my nervous system

Well now I’m back and I’m back for you boify… I thought as I tried to eat after he left

I looked back to notice two girls staring intently at me like they were interested in me or something

“Well it doesn’t hurt to find out… I thought as I got up walking towards them

“Hey do I know you two… I said staring at them

“Nope but I assure you we’ll can be of help to you.. The one at the right said

“Have a sit you’ll need it for this… She added

“By the way am Kate…

“And I’m Jennifer… The other said

“And you must be Freya we’ve heard alot about you and we assure you if you stick with us no one would be able to come between you and Xander he’s yours right

“Finally I’ve met someone who gets me… I said smiling

“But firstly you have to do whatever it takes to get rid of Kierra

“Jeez it’s like we think exactly alike because I was thinking the same thing you know

“Good we’re on the same page then

“To getting rid of her…jennifer said smirking

“And to Xander been mine… I added as we shooks hands

“Good I found my perfect minions to use I can’t do all the dirty work… I thought inwardly as I smirked

Kierra’s Pov
A wise man once said keeping your feelings bottled up does no good but I think he was wrong I love the feeling of having no feelings
Been like a rock is amazing I can do practically any thing I want and Xander I have no idea what I feel for him

maybe because I’m suppressing all my emotions

Maybe because I’m scared to find out I still love him

Or maybe because I still am in love with him

It’s easier to hate someone than admit you love him

I can’t love him forever right sooner or later these feelings would die and I would be able to say his name without my heart racing and my face forming an automatic smile

“Chase shouldn’t be here… I thought as I remembered again getting annoyed

“Surprisingly he was one of the few people I opened up to he promised to come back to me then he left me like everyone did

“I really don’t think I could ever forgive him for what happened but then again he is right we never did break up so technically chase is my unofficial boyfriend… I thought walking with my books as someone grabbed me placing a hand over my lips into the closet

The tight space wasn’t helping matters at all since his cologne filled the room and I had no other option but to look up and see his eyes that I could easily get lost in any day

“What do you want… I said as coldly as I could offer to him

“YOU…he said simply staring at me as an involuntary gasp escaped my lips.
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To be continued

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