Just A Friend – Episode 2

Just A Friend
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Written By;
Author-Bella.
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Chapter Two
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Kierra’s Pov
I’m so dead right now Xander hardly gets mad at me but when he does he’s a force to reckon with but Maya wouldn’t dare tell Xander about the note right it could be any note she was holding right now and she could simply be smiling because something amazing happened she knows me too well that I would ki*ll her if she dared tell him.

“Umm hey Xander.. I said as he stared at me still furious tightening his fists.

“Explain to me why you didn’t tell me Kate was assaulting you…he said as I gulped down.

“Kate????”

“Yes Kate the b***h who dared to insulted you.”

“Xander… I seethed.

“What Kierra I’ve told you many times to tell me when these things happen but no you prefer to keep it to yourself and get hurt in the process and you know what I’ll do just so you don’t get hurt Kierra yet you still keep everything to yourself Huh you know perfectly well I would have dumped her sorry a$$ since if you have told me but you had other plans right and besides its just notes now what if it gets physical kierra so she’ll start hitting you all because of me and you expect me to be okay with it why didn’t you tell me we’re best friends Kierra we’re supposed to tell each other everything there are no secrets between us right so why keep this one… He said as I looked away.

“You aren’t hiding anything else right… He asked.

“Yes Kierra tell him what else your hiding… Maya said behind him.

“Xander… Umm…

“You’re hiding something aren’t you what is it Kierra because sonner or later I will find out and then it won’t be so funny so kierra spill now what are you hiding

“The fact that I’m hopelessly in love with you… I said to myself nearly screaming it to his face.

“Nothing Xander I’m not hiding anything for you so what if your flings pick on me so what if they abuse me so what if they leave stupid notes me so what xander you know you can’t always get whatever you want it hurts like hell I know it hurts really really badly I know but guess what xander that’s life sometimes the things you love hurt you the most but you just have to deal with it because it’s life.”I said as I felt myself breaking down

“Kierra you know how much I care about it you,you know that so please don’t hide anything from me please we’re besties never forget that… He said

“I can’t Xander you mean too much to me and the reason I didn’t tell you was because you were going to break up with her soon you never stay with a girl for more than a week right all your flings do that to me they pick up on but they’re too heart broken to get close to me when you leave them so Kate would not be an exemption right so I saw no reason to even speak about it.

“Still Kierra I deserved to know about it you should have just told me.

“Told you what difference would it make Xander.”

“Alot in fact I’ll show you just watch… He said pointing behind me as I saw Kate walk in like it was a beauty pageant or something in all like glory like she ruled ever green high

“Take a sit Kierra …he said pointing to the seat beside him where Kate usually stayed.

“But…

“Trust me Bes sit… He said grinning as I took my sit

“Hey boo.. Kate said pecking his cheeks lightly as he pulled her away

“What’s wrong boo and more importantly what’s she doing in my seat… Kate said glaring at me.

“It’s not your seat anymore Kate and more importantly am not your boo because we’re over… He said like it was nothing.

“Wait what… You can’t be seriously Xander you said you loved me and I love you Xander please you can’t do this

“And you can’t call my best friend a whore Kate so we’re over If you don’t get it I’ll spell it out for you.”

“Xander you can’t be serious am beautiful am sexy guys would do anything to go on one date with me.”

“Kate you’re really ugly you’re dumb and not you mention you hurt my bestie so Kate we are OVERRR and the next time you ever dare try to hurt her again I’ll make sure ever green really knows who their so called queen is you can go now I have to enjoy lunch with people who actually matter.

“Xander.”She gasped

“What Kate I’m a player what did you expect I’ll go on one knee and propose to you we’ll live in a mansion and live happily ever after or what Kate late Kate stupid little late that knot happens in dreams not reality and even if you were the last lady on earth I would rather let the human race go onto extinction than marry you I think I’ll be doing them a favour that say… He finished smirking this time

“Xander I swear it you’ll come begging and when you do I won’t take you back I swear it you’ll remember this day because I’ll make sure you pay for hurting me and you…. She said pointing towards me.

“You might have broken us up but no matter what Xander’s would never be yours no matter how much we all know you want him and how much you desire him he’ll never be yours he’ll never love you at least I got a chance to hug him caress him and love him but those only happen in your imagination because xander Thompson would only see you as just a friend and nothing more …she said before storming out of the cafeteria leaving me stunned with my heart torn into pieces once more as her words could not be anymore true

 

I could barely eat during lunch as usual the guys would talk about football and Maya kept glancing at me silently apologizing I wasn’t even mad at her at this moment I understood that she was just looking out for my interest which is why she’s had to tell Xander but what was tearing me apart was the fact that no matter how I would look at it she was tight she got a chance to have a feeling of how it was to have him in her arms to love him caress him kiss him maybe even more while I simply dream and dream and yet it’s not a reality it doesn’t happen nothing happens my stupid unrequited love for him would get me no where yet I still. Love him yet I can’t stop yet I still keep hoping yet i keep crying and yet it still hurts badly but yet I love him so so f****ng much

 

After lunch it was simply classes and classes and more classes Xander seems to be over Kate pretty quickly little did he know she left a scar in my heart as her words hit me pretty deep and frankly I couldn’t wait to head home and sleep over the pain

Just like always I would have to stick around and wait up for Xander while grabs his things or flirts with girls both of which I avoid at all cause mostly because his football teammates would always try to hit on me and the other well I wouldn’t want to spend the rest of my day crying would I

“Hey Bes… I heard him say behind me

Surprisingly he was early for once which means he didn’t hit on any girl or he was actually sober about breaking up with Kate which was even more weird but nevertheless he would save me of the pain of having to write down a girl’s number or watch him make out with girls
Over the years I’ve had to go true alot being so close to him watching him go out with different girls pretending like I don’t care but that didn’t hurt as much as when his little flings would make out right in front of me simply to rill me up or make me jealous which worked perfectly because I would have to excuse myself just to break down in tears and then I’ll cry my eyes out every single freaking time still yet I couldn’t get used to the hurt it just seems to hurt more every time

“Bes let’s go usually you’re the one hurrying Me what’s wrong did Kate…”

“No of course not Xander I’m just tired that’s all

“In that case then I know what would make you feel much much better”

“Oh really and what could that be… I asked curiously

“ICE CREAM… He said as I squealed

 

Xander knew for a fact how much I simply loved ice cream they were my absolute favourite hell treat me to then whenever I was mad at him or whenever he wanted to get something from me but never the less we would always come here together it was kinda like our place to just chill and all…

“Wow so mature… He joked as I licked my Popsicle

“Shut up you… I said smacking him

“Ouch… He groaned

“Wow he’s so so so so mature… I mocked

“Argg anyways I need to ask you a very very big favour kierra….He said as I dropped my Popsicle

“And to think I thought this was free… I joked

“Sure ask me anything… I added grinning

“How do you ask a girl out… He said as I chocked on my snack

“What now… I nearly screamed

“We had a deal remember I’ll try and make my next relationship last longer and you’ll date someone I was gonna try it with Kate but since she was mean to you I can’t even dream of making it work with her or keep dating her

“If it’s not Kate then who… I said gulping down hard

“JENNIFER….He said dropping the one word that made tears well up in my eyes once again
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To be continued

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