My Heartthrob – Episode 4

My Heartthrob

(You will love me back)
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Author Bella©️
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Chapter Four
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Taylor’s Pov
I think I’m hearing things, because I think Shawn just asked me to ask sex with him.

“Excuse me… I repeated staring at him blankly.

“I want us to have sex what more don’t you get… He said simply.

That’s it, he brought her out.

“You must be the most stupid idiotic and inconsiderate being On earth.

“I would rather eat poop than have sex with you, eww, that’s so disgusting… I said getting up abruptly.

“Are you stupid or just plain dumb… He said groaning.

“This is the chance of a lifetime girls would fall at my Feet at this opportunity.

“Well in this cases I’m not girls go find The next whore to bed this night,my mum trained me right, I Might love you but I love my dignity more… I said before storming out.

“You’ll regret it… He said screaming behind me as I Shoved him the finger before walking out the cafe.

“Wasted 10 minutes… I spat out angrily heading home.

 

“Who the hell does he think he is…I cursed walking in.

“How was the errands… Collins said as I sneered at him running upstairs.

I practically hugged My bed not caring if I had my clothes on, all I wanted was a long night rest, I would even skip dinner, I had enough to eat at lunch.

I laid upwards staring at the ceiling, thinking about my day today and how terrible it went right from the time I confessed to Timothy pushing me and how awkward Collins acted when I asked him about the guy who dropped me off.
I really have a strange feeling it wasn’t Ian, I mean the voices are so Different with or without the helmet, but if it wasn’t ian who could it be.
And the nerve of that idiot,I might love him a lot but I would never give my body out like that to him, I can do anything for him except having sex wiry him.
Images of Shawn flooded my memory as I imagined us together why does he have to be so mean towards me, can’t he be nice, is it that impossible for him to love me, am I that ugly?.

I stood up to check myself out in the mirror,my figure,my face everything about me was simply moderate, I guess maybe if I dressed more like Mitch he would notice me or maybe if I caked myself with so much make up I would grab his attention, I might get angry at him for a while but I Can’t love hiking and I just can’t stop

“Pheewww… I sighed getting back in bed, covering myself up as I let sleep take over.

 

The sun rays were reflecting on my bed room window as my eyes blinked,i rapidly shut them back up planing My day like I would always do.

“Nothing Serious to do today, crazy Taylor at home nerd at school,so the aim is the get past today without embarrassing myself too much,avoid the TIMS at All cost but Still ogle at Shawn from afar.

“Perfect… I thought mentally giving myself a thumbs up as I jumped out of the bed.

“Heyyy couch potatoes…. I screamed running down the stairs.

“It’s a brand new day, no matter what they say… Lalala…i sang unable to remember the words.

“Collins.. Get upp… I screamed.

“I’m up I’m up… He said coming down the stairs.

“Ew.. You Stink… I said covering my nose.

“It’s called a manly Smell thank you.

“You wish… I muttered under my breath.

“Hey mom… Hey dad… I said pecking both cheeks Smiling.

“Our personal alarm clock never fails… Dad said chuckling.

“I can’t wait for you to leave for college… He added as we All laughed

“So mum what’s for breakfast.

“I’ll make breakfast you two go get ready for school it’s Friday.

“It’s freaky Friday… I thought smirking.

“Any parties after school… Mum asked as I froze.

“Umm Mum we’ll see… I said running upstairs into the bathroom.

 

In The bathroom am a different kind of crazy, I perform for an imaginary audience, I dance I sing I play With bubbles, I have time to cross check all my home works in my head, in short I spend not less than two hours in the bathroom daily.

Since nothing Serious was reality happening today I decided to go for a simple white gown, like I said maybe if I dressed more like Mitch who prefers tight skirt and trousers Shawn would notice me But they aren’t really my thing I prefer wearing gowns and loose clothing,but I’ve always wondered how I would look in a tight skirt and crop top,i’ll have to try it on one of these days.

I sprayed some perfume on before taking one last glance at myself in the mirror as I walked out of my room, trying to remember if I forgot anything at all, I walked slowly down the stairs,reall hungry since I didn’t grab breakfast last night, and by the looks of things I had at least ten minutes to spare, more than enough time to eat and get to school before first period.

“Yummy.. I moaned grabbing the pancakes and my usual cup of chocolate.

“Hurry up sis… Collins said walking down the stairs.

“Am almost done… I said taking my last bite.

“Bye mum!… I screamed even though she was right in front of me.

“Bye Taylor… She screamed back away I chuckled.

 

“So is confession sequel commencing today… Collins asked smirking.

“Nope and not for a long time.

“Let me guess you realised that Shawn would never feel the same way about you, so you’re gonna open up your heart to love another.

“Hell no I’m Still gonna wait for him, regardless of what you or any one else says.

“You’re wasting Your time Sis.

“I didn’t ask for your opinion and I don’t wanna Talk about it… I said walking away.

 

I passed the school gate heading straight to class, but all eyes were on me, more Eyes than usual, I looked down at my outfit but there Was nothing wrong With it, I looked behind me thinking it was something else,but there was no one behind me, so I wondered why everyone kept staring, a few started giggling as I walked past them heading to my locker, I slammed my locker shut, taking the books I needed before heading to my library since I had 20 minutes till first period.

“Slut… I heard someone mutter as I walked past her.

“Excuse me… I said flipping my hair.

“You heard me whore, what part of Shawn wouldn’t sleep with you unless he was blind folded… She said smirking

“What the hell are you talking about… I said folding my hands.

“So you had to stoop so low as to beg him for sex, slut… She spat out walking away.

“What the hell is going on… I thought running my hands through my hair.

“I thought you said confession has no sequel… Collins said running towards me.

“It doesn’t.

“Then what’s this sis… He sad holding up his phone to an twitter video.

“oh my world… I said staring at the video.

“He said you begged him to have sex with you you stalked him At his cafe, he screamed at you, he even uploaded the video of yesterday morning, it’s going viral on Instagram.

“Tell me it isn’t true sis.

“Of course it’s not true how could you think so low of me… I said gasping.

“Because maybe you’re obsessed wiry the dude.

“I’m not obsessed with him I love him.

“He doesn’t love you sister why don’t you get it.

“I’ll wait for him no matter how long it takes I’ll wait.

“Even after this sis you’ll still wait.

“Yes because I love him.

“You’re obsessed he just want to use you nothing more.

“No he doesn’t I’m sure he didn’t Even up load it, I’ll prove it by making him remove it you just watch.

“It’s on his channel on YouTube he uploaded it sis don’t be so blind… He said almost screaming.

“I’m not being blind, just watch I’ll get him to remove it…I said walking off angrily.

I knew he’ll be at his locker this time since I was always fond of stalking him, he was in sight as I quickened my footsteps to get to where he was, standing in front of him I mustered up courage to speak.

“Umm,I’m sure that video was a mistake right.

“Girl get out of my face… He said pushing me off to The ground.

“I’m not gonna have sex Witt you no matter how Much you beg… He screamed for the whole hallway to hear as they immediately started laughing, my eyes watered up.

“Shawn… I said sniffling.

“You’re ugly dirty gross you’ll be terrible in bed get the hell out of my face… He said slamming his locker before walking away.

“One more thing… He said turning back picking me up like I weighed nothing.

“I told you you’ll pay for it, no one says no to me this is only the beginning b***h… He spat out before letting me go as I slumped to the ground.

I’m gonna beat laughing stock,not only in school but outside too how the hell am I gonna Fix all this who’s gonna help me now.

I got up from the floor removing the dust from my clothes as I wake to my locker, having just ten mintes left.

“Shh… I heard the same husky voice whisper behind me.

“Don’t look back… He said before grabbing me into the dark closet.

“Who are you… I said Gasping for breath.

“No-one at least that’s What’s I Am to you… He said in that same husky voice.

“What the hell where you thinking Taylor… He said, my name rolling off his Tongue beautifully.

“What,you actually believed I begged him for sex.

“Of course not but why would you think of meeting up with him… He said as I smiled inwardly happy that someone believed me for a change.

“I had no idea he would do such.

“How could you love someone like that.

“I have no idea I just love him, he’s my heartthrob.

“You don’t love him Taylor you’re obsessed.

“I’m not obsessed… I screamed.

“Yes you are, it’s making you blind to see he treats you like used trash until when would you stop leaving in this fake reality you need to foget about him, he’s not good for you.

“Hey mister you know nothing, nothing about me who the f**k ate you to tell me who I should love and who I shouldn’t love you are nothing to me I don’t even know who you are anyways what I do know is that I love Shawn, I’m not obsessed I love him so much and that’s final… I said as he sighed.

“I’ll get him to remove the video just go….he said simply like he was hurt or something.

“But how would you get him to…

“Just go… He said cutting me short.

“Now.. He added as I opened up the door, he turned away so I was only able to see his jacket which was boldly painted with the TIMS.

“I was right he is one of them, but who and why is he so Intrested in helping me…..

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To be continued

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